Day two not as successful

Second day of the depakote infusion. I’m back at a 10. I don’t know what to do. I have one more day of the infusion, but I’m starting to not be as optimistic anymore.

My neurologist won’t do DHE. I’m at my wit’s end.

I don’t know what else there is to do anymore. I’m trying to be positive, because I know there has to be an answer. But I think it’ll be a while.

Good thing I have my painting I can do. Reading on a good hour. Mindless TV. Sleep when I can’t handle it.